Today, with my period starting, I weighed 135.8. That's okay. It's not great, but I'm not upset about it. I don't appear to be either gaining or losing weight right now. Just fairly stable. Stable is okay. Gaining is bad.
This is really a new experience for me, starting at a relatively low weight and working down to a lower one. The two times in my life I've lost weight I was a lot fatter to begin with.
I broke my vow, which was to keep my clothes budget tied to my weight and not to buy clothes until I've reached my geal. I bought clothes, some pretty summer clothes at summer sales online that I hope to enjoy wearing. I bought dresses and skirts. I hope they'll help me to feel good about myself. I want to enjoy the body I have, even if it is 10 pounsd more than the one I want.
I've also found that the BEST way to lose weight is to buy some clothes you really love. It never fails. At that point, I will lose weight and then my beautiful clothes will look baggy. Oh, well.
The good news is that my kids' end-of-year programs are over, and things should settle down a little, and I should be able to get into a better routine. I'm hoping to take some classes at the Y. I just need to put them on my calendar and GO. I'm interested in Zumba, line dancing, yoga, pilates, and spinning (although the spinning classes tend to fill up).
I did have a fun 30 minutes of roller blading one day, while my son biked. I would have loved to have kept going, but he was done. After I took a fall, I realized that I need knee pads before I try it again! My scrapes have healed fine, but I'm over 30, and hurting my knee is a lot bigger of a deal than it was when I was, say, 12.
The Couch to 5K is not going well at all. Ugh. I could do it if I weren't so overloaded, but I think for now, I need something a little more exciting and different from what I'm used to.
Once again, I would love to see the OTHER side of 135 next week.
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