I did actually weigh in on Sunday, but I've just been too busy to post. I was shocked to see the scale move down to 132.6. I don't know if I'll get a number that good on Sunday. My eating has not been wonderful this week, although not terrible. I did have an anniversary dinner where I drank two glasses of wine. I've also had a few treats. My exercise has been consistent but not outstanding. So, we'll see.
Getting so close to the 120's again is honestly making me a little nervous. I'm afraid of screwing up so close to my goal. The silly thing is that I'm pretty much back where I started in October, when I originally wanted to lose about 7 pounds. And then I gained 7, the first time I've ever gained while weighing regularly. So painful.
But I figure it was BECAUSE I weighed regularly that I stopped gaining and then started losing. In the past, I've gone into much deeper denial regarding my weight, and then I end up in a real mess.
I need to be a little more positive with myself about finishing this. Maybe I also just need to focus on getting to 129 and then do some re-evaluating. Maybe I'll want to stay there. Maybe I'll want to go a step farther. Either way, it's fine.
